ad ak kesah . g mampos la der

jgn tekejot kalo ak da berubah

mgkin ak x kn jdi cm haziqah yg kowg knal.

mgkin ak jdi pendendam.

spe taw kn.

kalo tbe2 ak jdi jht.

g mampos la wey. ad ak kesah

ko wt hdp ak merane kn?

nie yg ko mnx kn.

k fine ak akn kci.

ko da ckp lbih 3 kali

its over.

ok its over.

ak akn hdp tnpe ko

xperlu kn JANTAN dlm hdp ak

sbb korg jantan2 sial mmg x gne ni yg wt ak merane

dri ak kck smpy sekarang.

hdp korg xkn aman selagi ak hdp

nie ak yg bru.

P/S : dendam ak akn terbalas. korg x kn aman. terutame org yg rampas kebahagian ak. ko akn merana. ak sumpah demi mak ak. ko xkn aman SIAL. ko x kn aman.

its happen again

as salam..
sihat korg?
ak kecewe. sgt kecewe.. ak x sgke bnde nie akn jdi blek kt ak gan dye..
sejak 2 menjak nie kteowg byk sgt gado.. terlampau byk.. ak x taw la knp bole jdi smpy cm nie. giler ak kne maki ng dye tdi? ngis x yah cite la.. ak rindu sgt kt hubungan kteowg yg dlu.. slah ak.. ak x patot wt cm 2. kalo btol ak syg+cinta kt dye ak sepatotny cye kt dye..

ye ! ptotny ak cye kt dye. ye mmg ak cye kt dye. tp ak x cye kt kwn2 dye. hdp dy da byk sgt merane. ak nk dye bhagia ng ak. i know that my mistake ! i should not do something that might give problem to him. tp entah la.. ak x taw la. ak x taw.

sumpah ak syg dye! sumpah! sumpah ! dy satu2 ny lelaki yg ak syg. bg ak dye 1 dlm sejuta. org len mgkin aggap dye bkn lelaki yg baik. hakikat sebenar ak sorg jerk yg taw spe dye sbnr. ak taw spe dye. ak taw. Ya Allah. jgn ko pisahkn dye dri ak. sungguh ya Allah ak syg padanya namun ya Allah ko bntu la ak spaya cinta dan syg itu tidak melebihi cinta+syg ku padaMU..kabulkn la doa hamba mu ini ya Allah..

im so sorry 4 everyhting n all my mistake that i have done to b4.. im so sorry .. i admite it all was my mistake.. forgive me please. i really miss u cyunk.. please dont go. i still need you. T__T

kisah hati ku . .

assalamualaikum . .
hah
korg da dego lagu baru alyah? bez an . .
kisah hati . .

oh yer . . ak nk jiwang2 skit ari nie . .
wallah !!
gedik gitu !
hmmm
lagu nie ak la kne mgene skit ng ak . .
ok fine siesly . .
ak takot bnd nir jdi blek . .

well . .
bese la an . . skrg nie ramai yg da kapel pon an . .
cm gak ak . .tipu ak x syg dye . . byk yg ak da blaja dri dye . .
sgt byk . .
satu2 ny lelaki yg bole terime ak seadanya . . yer . . seadany . .
ssh nk cri org yg jujur  . . alhamdulillah . .Allah temukn ak ng owg yg  jujur mcm dye..
mse first2 kapel . . ramai org tanye kt ak . . knp ko kapel ng dye ? jwpn ak antarany
1 : dye jujur
2: entah la

 slaluny kalo ak mlz nk jwp soln dowg yg entah keberape kali dowg tnyer akjwp la yg no 2 . .
mne x nya . . yg dok menanye org yg sme. wey bape kali nk ulang da . ak nie jenis x suke ulang byk kali ko taw. pnt la.. skali ckp da la . . len la kalo korg nie pekak. adoyii. . .

ok  . . back 2 ur topic ..
ok pde pndgn mate org  . . dorg akn aggap yg dye nie . . kaki pch uma. sbb cre pemakaian dye , muke dye mmg mcm muke org pch rumah ! hoho ~ lek lu. .
tp dye x cm 2 . .

dlu . . b4 ak kapel ng dye ak pnh la beberape kali kapel . . sume ny berakhir ng begitu sadis  . . HAHA (sadis la sgt!)  . . hehe . . ermm . . entah la . . tp lagu nie akn ngt kn ak pade 2 org . . first ****** n of course pkwe ak yg skrg . . knp pkwe ak ? sbb ak takot dye tggl kn ak . . korg msti ckp ak nie bodo an? knp prlu ak takot kalo dye tgglkn ak? Allah kn ad, family ak still ad lgi? ramai lagi org yg syg kt ak. knp prlu takot? btol x?

ak ad sbb ak snd . . andai kate ak x der jodoh . yer ak akn down. tp i2 hnye sementare. . ye la org yg kite syg x bole nk bersame ng kite an . . ak akn aggp yg sume 2 satu ujian ng pglaman . .
it hard right? but i'll try ..

ckop la ak ng si ****** nie . . ak x taw la . . ssh sgt ak nk lupe kn dye . . eh kowg jgn pk bkn2 . . bkn mksdny ak syg kt dye . . juz ak x ble lupe . . 2 jerk . . mybe sbb dye first kot . . hopefully. . ak akn kekal ng pkwe ak yg skrg . . semoga kami akn dipertemukan jodoh  . . dan jododh 2 akn kekal sehingga ke syurga-NYA . . ameen ~

my luff!!

FiNe !!

as salam .. 

benggang da teramat benggang . .

bnci ak

ak pk lps nie ak da xnk tego da mamat tuh lantak r owg nk ckp per

selame ak knal dye mmg mulot dy cm langsi wa ckp lu

kalo ng ak x pnh skali pon dy nk ckp elok2

ak bru pas gado ng dy lntak r.

mlz nk lyn da

ak pndam pe ak rse selame nie

dy kate knp "owg len bole terime guro ak knp ko sowg jek yg x bole?"

pnh ko pk ker der? 

yer owg len pnh gak guro ng cm ner ko guro ng ak 

atleast dowg 2 reti gak nk ckp bek2 ng ak

nk mnx maaf blek ng ak . .

reti jerk nk jge atie ak..

ko ?

pnh ker?

skali pon ko x pnh mnx maaf ng ak?

ko ckp ko terase gak ng ak?

lantak ko la la der !! mmg ptot pon ko terase!
bru ko taw betapa sakitny atie ak ble ko "GURAU" (gurau la sgt ) ng ak..

lntak ko la der..

pegi la lu.

Nk BlEk . . . .

ala . . nk blek uma . .  

dengki seh !!

huh!

kakak ak da smpai uma da. . .

hmmm . . 

bdk2 kolej kerawang da ramai blek da . .

hmmm. . ecok last paper . .

tp ak blek luse . . 

ei . .

jelez . .

mak . .

iqa nk blek uma . . .. .

=(

My Little Br0ThEr . .

assalamulaikum . .

huhu~

i coming home . .

i coming home . .

i tell the world that i am coming home . .

sonok dpt blek uma . .

sonok 2 mmg la sonok . .

tp yg jdi x sonok jerk . . tekejot tgk adek ak . .

mak kate operation date dye kne pospon..

adk ak nie ad mslh juling . .

mate belah kanan dye juling  . .

so mate dy yg juling 2 mmg x nmpk . .

dc kate dye mmg x pnh gne lgsg mate dye yg julig 2

sbb 2 otak dye jdi mlz . .

adek ak nie jnis xske blaja . .

dye jenis yg aktif sukan . .

suke giler men bola . .

x nafi adek ak nie suke art . . bole nmpk la . .

tp kalo bab blaja mmg pergh.

sakit ati ak .. 

ABC pon x pas2 gak lgi . .

bese la bdk tadika  .

tp kalo ikot logik , disebabkn mate juling dye 2 jgk la dye mlz nk blaja . .

hmmm . .

so skrg nie . .

memandangkan dy x jdi nk operate, dc mnx dye tutup mate dy yg x juling slme 4 bln . .

supaya dye gnekn mate dy yg juling 2 . . so that mate dy x jdi mlz . . huhu~

cian ak tgk de . . yela dye an kck lgi . .

hrp2 dye semboh cpt la 

KOMANDER KESATRIA NEGARA CHENDERING

huhu~
knp ak huhu ??
hehe . . sbb ak suke jdi komander . .
komander byk ubah cara hidup ak  . .
byk bnd positif yg ak dpt blaja bile jdi komander nie . .
antaranya

• semangat kerjasama antara kumpulan
• blaja menguruskan sesuatu organisasi
• blaja utk memegang amanah yg telah diberikan
• blaja utk jdi org
• blaja utk memahami org
• blaja utk jdi ketua/pemimpin yg berwibawa
• blaja utk kekalkn keyakinan dri
• blaja utk jdi kental
• and blaja utk kuatkan stamina termasok la juga
• blaja utk diet . .

huhu~ byk lgi sbnrny yg ak dpt blaja bile da jdi komander nie .
busy ?? x yah cite la . .
bkn la nk gebang . . sem lps ak dekan .. tp mrkh ak sem nie mnurun . .
agk kecewe la sbb mse ak byk hbs utk komander . .
tp ak x ksh . . ak still puas atie . . byk sgt pgjrn yg ak dpt bile ak jdi komander . .
lps ak jdi komander . . ak jdi lbih bertggujwb . .

sbb . . tmy LIBK (latihan intensif bakal komander) sem lps  . .komnder2 phg byk ajr ak ap 2 amanah and erti tgjwb kite bkn hanya pd komander tp pade len2 hal juga . .
ak da aggp komander nie cm family ak da . .
kteowg mmg rapat . .
wlaupon kteowg first batch komander cendering . .
setiap kali ad event . . kteowg try utk lakukn yg terbek . .

mgkin owg kt luar sne ckp "nk wt per jdi komnder, bek dok dlm blek stdy lgi bgos"   .
x ksh la kn ap owg nk ckp . . bg ak komander 2 ak benefit dy yg tersendri  . . sp komander dy taw la . .
pengajaran yg xkn ak lupe bile ak jdi komander ialah bab pgang amanah . .
bg ak bnd 2 sgt pnting . . i dont know how 2 explain . . but i know what is the meaning in my own word .